despite the horror and the sorrow, i love our world, i want us all to live.

[ character assay coming soon ]
 
sotd: oceans, by the coast
qotd: don't be afraid to give up the good to go for the great. - john d . rockerfeller

sotd: 1904 , the tallest man on earth.
qotd: Peace begins with a smile, mother teresa
 
i have no idea what the heII this is

sotd: moonshiner - sons of an illustrious father.
 
qotd: the human race has one really effective weapon, and that is laughter -- mark twain

-name: hannah
-first choice team: grunge girls
-second choice team: rosy royals
-tag 5+ @colours-and-shades @amazinglilyisnotonfire @biddy4ever @skekeri @almost-infinite

i loved you, but you dreamed of everlasting love. not me. despite the horror and the sorrow, i love our world, i want us all to live.
cc; birdfan / imahippiehaha/ hannah
- - - - - x - - - - -
 

▪ ғᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ : emilie \ emmie \ laurel aldred
▪ ᴘʀᴏɴᴜɴᴄɪᴀᴛɪᴏɴ : [ em-eh-lee / lar-wel / all-drid / ]
▪ ᴀɢᴇ : -

▪ ᴅ.ᴏ.ʙ. : april 17th, 8:03 am.
▪ ᴘ.ᴏ.ʙ : brighton, england.

▪ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ : ginger elle fanning / from her head to her feet, emmie is the epitome of an english rose. her light orange hair reflects off her pale, smooth skin and glistens in the sun. it cascades down her back, ending just under her breasts, and parted down the middle. her eyebrows match the color of her hair and pair nicely with her crystalline, blue eyes that most redheads have. her nose and thin lips give emmie a doll-like look that is shown through her other features as well. emmis is surprisingly tall for her age, standing at a five foot seven, and still growing. her weight is proportionate to her height.
 
▪ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ : emmie has a bright personality which radiates like the sun. she's extremely kind hearted, but seems to sometimes be off in her own little world. she's a dreamer, and currently always lost in her thoughts. she can crack some wise jokes, and always is smiling, but something's off. there is something in emmie's eyes that shows that she's in pain. emmie has never been a big flirt, and but feels at home with the guys rather than girls.

▪ ʙɪᴏɢʀᴀᴘʜʏ : in brighton, england, uk, it's always been busy, not as busy as london, but still a main tourist attraction. if you look deeper into brighton, you will see just normal families getting by. emmie's was one of them. living with her grandmother was never easy. she wasn't in good shape, and emmie had to tend to her every need. with no parents, or none that cared for her anyway, emmie never had a childhood that she would like to remember. the only person that was there for her was her bestfriend, ginger. ginger tried to act like she was older than she was, but all in all, they were just two teenage girls just trying to impress. emmie just wanted to run away, to live in a perfect place. she soon realized that the world wasn't perfect, and that she just had to start living in it.
 
emmie always had never been good in school, academically wise. she would always daydream about getting far, far away from her boring old town. everyday, the only thing she looked forward to was going to the beach with her friends, and just staring at the sea. even at their young age, emmie and her group of friends would join protests in their city, and just try to save the world. in her spare time, she enjoys doodling, playing the piano, and going to the cinema.
 

 

▪ ʜᴏᴍᴇᴛᴏᴡɴ : brighton, england, uk.
▪ ᴇᴛʜɴɪᴄɪᴛʏ : irish / british.

▪ ʟɪᴋᴇs : dreaming. snow. the sea. soft grunge. justice. peace. films. indie / alt. music. ice cream. horses. grass. the sun. smiling. being happy. old books. mismatched socks. tea. kites. festivals. protests. the world. people in general. laughter. trail mix. animals.
deep conversations. the smell of tropical rain. foxes. brown eyes. disney. recycling. constellations. snowglobes.
 
▪ ᴅɪsʟɪᴋᴇs : war. hatred. skim milk. meat. poaching. growing up. plastic. pollution. onions. the color yellow. large polka dots. caramel. the number nine.
the inability to put feelings into words. fluorescent lighting. violence. societies expectations.
 
▪ sᴛʏʟᴇ : honestly, emmie doesn't have a set style. one day she will dress very ' boho' other days, very grunge, indie, or whatever in between. she throws together clothes, and doesn't take a second glance in the mirror.
 
voice; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m46tWyGC9X8

song of the day; must land running by stepdad.
copyright: hannah / birdfan / imahippiehaha
 
{ - - - x - - - }

▪ ғᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ : aspen willa oliver
▪ ᴘʀᴏɴᴜɴᴄɪᴀᴛɪᴏɴ : [ as - pin / wu-i-la / uh-live- ur ]
▪ ᴀɢᴇ : -

▪ ᴅ.ᴏ.ʙ. : november 16th, 6:24 am
▪ ᴘ.ᴏ.ʙ : mission district, san francisco, cali.

▪ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ : amelia zadra / aspen's most prominent feature are her hazy, light-blue eyes that stand out amongst her features. they're wide, doe-like and framed by a fringe of lashes that are sometimes to never coated with mascara. aspen's eyes are matched with a set of dark eyebrows that are slightly arched in the center. she stands at a normal 5'7, with a thin frame from being a vegan most her life. aspen's hair ends mid back, and is dark brown at the roots, until feathering out into a golden color. her lovely locks lays in waves as it frames her face. that is mostly all, i'm too lazy to write more. polyvore.com/under_used_models_amelia_zadro/collection?id=2445625

▪ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ : aspen is an introvert by nature. she doesn't prefer to talk to people, but will when all else fails. aspen is a dreamer, a wanderer, a lost soul. she feels like she does not belong in this world, but feels that she's meant to be in a different era. aspen is always in a different world, and always dreaming of another place. a place of harmony and joy. aspen is a relatively happy person, but getting lost in her own thoughts can make her perceived as the opposite.

▪ ʙɪᴏɢʀᴀᴘʜʏ : all lost souls gather here. aspen was born into a family that believed in things the normal american family would not. aspen's parents were apart of the peace corps, and gradually made their way to cfo and ceo of it. they believed in helping others instead of yourself. aspen grew up in a world of living on the eight fold path, or in other words, being a buddhist. of course she never chose this, but it's what she grew up to. aspen never had much friends, but more-so imaginary ones. living in the mission district of san francisco, aspen was surrounded by hippies, art and just a whole lot of love. her life isn't terrible at all, aspen just wants to get out and see what is in the world, instead of being cooped up in a world of perfection. [ this doesn't make sense, just go with it. ]
 
▪ ʜᴏᴍᴇᴛᴏᴡɴ : mission district, san francisco, cali.
▪ ᴇᴛʜɴɪᴄɪᴛʏ : dutch, german, italian.

▪ ʟɪᴋᴇs : soft grunge. earthy vibes. bubble gum. animals. rain. boats. the sky. clouds. space. traveling. crazy dance party music. just living. butterflies. sharing the love. long skirts. headscarves. collars. bikes.
 
▪ ᴅɪsʟɪᴋᴇs : stereotypes. most people. intense heat. injustice. hate. players. users. drugs. most mainstream music. spiders.

▪ sᴛʏʟᴇ : aspen is very boho-chic. she mainly dresses like this because of the way she grew up, always living in an organic, perfect world with hippies and love.

[ madison-sky costa ]
-& the world is mad / ison.
 
{ n o b o d y k n e w . . .}
 
• full name :: madison-sky costa
• age :: -
• pronunciation :: [ may-duh-sin / sk-eye / kos-tuh ]
• meaning :: gift of the lord.
• nickname :: maddy
 
• dob :: august 27th.
• pob :: cardiff, wales.
 
{ h o w m u c h s h e b l a m e d h e r s e l f }
 
[s k y f e r r a r i a ]
• - ' look at her eyes, just like her father. ' people whispered. ' her gorgeous hair, just like her mother.' they whispered as well. madison takes well after her mother, all besides her dark-emerald eyes. her long blonde hair, lays in messy tangles that give her a grunge effect. her pale skin, dark lips and long legs make her look picture-perfect for a rolling stones magazine. madison looks so happy, so dearly happy, her smile always lighting up someones day. slowly, and depressingly, madison's bones began to show, her smile now dull. what happened to this bright young girl?
 
&- grunge attire, black nail-polish, dark lipstick, crazy hair, short skirts, and see-through shirts, these things define who madison is.
 
{ s h e f i n a l l y d r a n k h e r p a i n a w a y }
 
• - persona :: she's not crazy, just a little unwell, but if you stay awhile you can see a different side of her. madison's cold and rigid features cover up her dark past. she doesn't talk much, only talking when shes a mad drunk. she has sarcasm in her voice, but pain as well. only few can make her smile, and even fewer can make her laugh. madison isn't rude, or mean, or unfriendly, she's just too afraid of the world. once you get to know her, her laugh just brightens up your day, she tells the funniest jokes, but has the meanest comebacks. madison is not that outgoing, but carefree and fulfilling the meaning of yolo.
 
• - biography :: we must start from the very beginning. two young people, a spanish man and welsh woman fell in love at a local event in spain. now you must know, destiny and fate was intertwined in this love affair, but it would not last long. the man and woman packed their bags to cardiff, wales. a bustling city home to many low-life losers. the woman and man married, with the woman soon cheating on her husband. she became pregnant, and her husband, thinking it was his child rejoiced. when madison was born, her father still had no clue that she was made out of a drunken one-night stand between her mother and a man. madison shared one resemblance with her ' fake ' father, green eyes, in which he never knew that she wasn't his.
 
after a drunken fight between her parents when madison was 8, her father packed up his bags and left, leaving madison with her unwell, alcoholic mother. at an early age, madison became the devil incarnate. she would sneak out, do some drugs here and there, and most of all, drink like an irish man. alcohol was the only thing that helped her. life at home was no good, and she hated school, up until she met at a boy named richard.
 
richard and madison were inseparable, always hip to hip, arm in arm. what madison didn't know is that destiny and fate would never be in her favor. at the ripe age of seventeen, madison and rich decided to hit up a pub, drink several lagers, then hit up a party. between the alcohol, drugs and sex, this night seemed to be the best they have ever experienced. after the fun and games was over, richard and madison hopped onto richards bike, and voyaged home. being intoxicated to the max, the bike crashed killing richard, and leaving madison emotionally scarred and traumatized. life would never be the same. madison's life went into a downward spiral of depression and self-doubt. scars cover her thighs, and some on her wrists from the sharp blades of razors. she needed to get away from wales. so, madison packed up her bags, and moved here, to miami.
 
{ b u t s h e c o u l d n e v e r g e t d r u n k e n o u g h }
 
• phone :: iPhone 4
• car & possessions :: BMW 2002.
• secret :: self-harm.
 
non-invite : bronx.
why : i don't know.
invite : volk.
considering invite: sure.
 
sample role-play: i'm a lazy ass person.
 
more looks of madison: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/collection?id=1337219
 
http://www.polyvore.com/zaria_hook/collection?id=1289078
 
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/collection?id=1292843
 
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/collection?id=1337219

marina and the diamonds set? woop woop.
 
O1: What is something you're currently obsessed with?
- well, i really like the show arrested development.
 
O2: Fav Disney princess?
- mulan. asian pride.
 
O3: What's your favorite quote?
- ' always ' . severus snape.
 
O4: Do you prefer drums, guitar, piano, or vocals?
- vocals.
 
O5: Favorite hair color/cut?
- i really love pastel colored hair, long or pixie cut.
 
O6: Name one guilty pleasure:
- one direction.
 
O7: What's the last movie you saw in theatres?
- i can't remember which one, so either the impossible, django unchained, or dark skies.

O8: Favorite toy or stuffed animal?
- favorite toy, my ugly doll, minaj.
 
O9: Favorite thing found in nature?
- shells on the beach.
 
1O: Best fountain soda?
- cheerwine, only in the south.

11: Best-described character in a book/show/movie?
- to me, charlie from pbw. he wasn't that well described but you can tell that something is wrong with him and aunt helen.
 
PART 2 :
1. Favorite place to eat?
- chick-fil-a
 
2. How did you find out about Polyvore?
- through stardoll.
 
3. Do you spend a lot of time with friends?
- yes i do. i have like a segregated group, and i usually hang out with them.
 
4. Do you make good grades?
- straight a's
 
5. Dogs or cats? why?
both. i can't hate, i do love my cat a lot more than my mother's dog though.
 
6. What annoys you often?
- girls who are overly obnoxious to impress guys.
 
7. Most attractive celebrity in your opinion?
- in all honestly, freaking ezra miller.
 
8. Rather be blind or deaf?
blind.
 
9. Do you play any instruments?
- no.
 
10. What is your favorite band and why?
- the xx, does that count? florence + the machine, i'm going to include marina, crystal castles.
 
11. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
- extrovert.
 
PART 3:
1. Can you describe your favorite color without using its name?
- the sky on a sunny day, the color of smurfs, but a little lighter, berry cotton candy, the ocean, daniel craigs eyes.
 
2. Would you let the rest of the world die for your family or would you let your family die for the rest of the world?
- i cannot answer this.

3. Where do you see yourself in 3 years?
- in college, hopefully. aha. just having the time of my life.
 
4. Are you irrational or rational?
- irrational.
 
5. Have you ever wanted to be a character in a book? why?
- yes, but saying luna lovegood might not be the best answer. i just kind of love her.
 
6. Could you spend a day in a museum and still be interested?
- yes, discovery place ?
 
7. Is there someone you wish wasn't famous?
- the list can go on and on.
 
8. Is there someone who wishes they were you?
- my little sister, haha.
 
9. Have you ever felt homesick for somewhere you've never been?
- yes, san francisco and portland.
 
10. Has music ever impacted your life? If so when?
- yes. throughout middle school i had a rough life, and learning about all these tiny bands that write such beautiful music has helped me through those years.
 
11. What is one thing that unites your family, besides being family?
- my family is not close.
 
PART 4:
1. What's your favorite set ever of yours that has less than 60 likes?
- all of mine suck.

 
2. Do you dress the way the clothes in your sets describe?
- no, i wish i did. i just can't afford nice looking clothes. i sometimes do, depending on my mood. I GOT A PAIR OF CREEPERS!
 
3. Are you lonely/missing someone right now?
- no.
 
4. Is fuchsia a color? Or is it a wannabe pink?
- fuchsia is a color. why is this even a question?
 
5. Do you watch American horror story? do you find it terrifying?
- osdfnaslkfn. this show is the most amazing show on the planet, or in the universe. evan peters, 25% of my heart goes out to you, because ezra has the other 75%. and no, it is not scary to me.
 
6. Do you believe in astrology?
- no.
 
7. If you found a cat in the parking lot, would you take it home or figure it would find it's own way home?
- if if was like a baby cat then yes, not a hefty stray or what not.
 
8. Do you wear a lot of rings?
- yes, i do.
 
9. Do you have a boyfriend? If so, does he buy you jewelry sometimes?
- i do not. ezra is my boyfriend, eventually.
 
10. If the past repeats itself, would you like a dinosaur?
- hell no.
 
11. What's one regret you would redo if you had the chance?
- maybe not skipping the sadie hawkins.
 
PART 5:
 
1. Do you believe abortion is a woman's right or something the government should control?
- i'm from the south, the bible belt, think about that.
 
2. How often do you paint your nails?
- whenever they start chipping.
 
3. Short hair on long hair on guys?
- depends.
 
4. What celebrity do you want to be your best friend?
- ezra miller, ed sheeran, ellen degeneres, zooey deschanel, jo-go levitt, james franco, the list goes on.
 
5. Do you have a tumblr?
- yes, but i don't go on it.

6. Most complicated hairstyle you have done?
- curling my hair, it's to hard.

7. Do you wear makeup?
- i cake it on my face.
 
8. Favorite store, internet or otherwise?
- asos, nordstrom, anthropologie, uo
 

9. Isn't this long?
- gawd.
 
10. Favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
- water.
 
PART 6:
1. The Beatles or the Stones? Why?
- that is too complicated. the reason why both were so great is that there was no one else like them. they aren't really the same music genre, so both.
 
2. If a song would describe your life, which song would it be?
- san francisco - foxygen, because i want to live there.
 
3. What is the first thing you do when you get up in the morning?
- get out of bed.
 
4. Coffee or tea?
- tea.
 
5. What's in your bag at the moment?
- i carry a backpack, so binder and mac.
 
6. Do you like Star Wars. If not, why?
- yes, i hate to admit it, i'm a trekky.
 
7. Do you believe in something after death?
- yes.
 
8. Who is the most important person in your life?
- my friends matt and megan.
 
9. What is the last thing you ate?
- life cereal.
 
10. What is your favorite perfume?
- i like the smell of laundry.
 
11. Do you believe in unicorns?
- yes.
 
O1. What's your favorite quote?
- 'always ' , severus snape.
 
O2. In which book/movie would you like to spend 24 hours?
- harry potter.
 
O3. What’s the top thing on your bucket list and why?
- meet ezra miller.
 
O4. What do you think your Hogwarts house would be?
- hufflepuff. i'm a finder guise.
 
O5.Sum up your personality in three words.
- quirky, sarcastic, kind-ish?
 
O6. The one place you want to go before you die.
- san francisco.
 
O7. Do you prefer books or movies?
- depends.
 
O8. What is the best compliment you ever received?
- a male has given me his phone number, that means i am decently attractive.
 
O9. Name 3 physical things that are psychical close to you.
- my iPod classic, my purity ring guise, my cat.
 
1O. What does your last message say?
- what does this mean.
 
11. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
in college.

O1: If money didn’t matter, what would your absolute dream job be?
- a fashion blogger, kristina bazan give me your life.
 
O2: Beach house, country cottage, or log cabin in the woods?
- beach house.

O3: What’s the top thing on your bucket list and why?
Answered

 
O4: What do you think your Hogwarts house would be?
Answered
 
O5: Are you an optimist, pessimist, or realist?
- optimist.
 
O6: If you were a Disney princess, who would you be?
- mulan. cause im asian.

O7: Who is your book/movie/celebrity crush?
- ezra miller.
 
O8: What’s your favorite season?
- autumn.
 
O9: Sum up your personality in three words.
Answered
 
1O: If you had a motto, what would it be?
- i'm a potterhead.
 
11: What is the most interesting quirk about you?
- that i'm the person during school that randomly talks to you or hugs you. i'm slightly loud, so this works. cept i sit all by myself during geometry because i'm a smart aleck.

PART 1:
01: What are your favorite movies?
Harry potter / hick / 500DOF / lord of the rings / pobw / the godfather / scarface / all the batman movies / avengers / all the spiderman movies / django unchained / let me go / we need to talk about kevin.
 
02: What is your favorite book?
- perks of being a wallflower or curious case of the black dog in the night.
 
03: Favorite color? And why?
- light blue or periwinkle. because i like it.
 
04: Favorite weekday?
- monday, i'm different.
 
05: Last music your heard?
- miracle mile - cold war kids
 
06: What is your favorite season?
- fall
 
07: Weirdest word you know?
- tart it means a girl who is a sllllllllllll-t
 
08: What was the first gig you've ever been?
- like a singing gig, that i paid for and my friends drove me to, it was the pretty reckless? or sixpence none the richer.
 
09: Your favorite TV Show?
- american horror story, walking dead, arrested development.
 
10: What is your favorite outfit?
- my birthday suit. jk.
 
11: If you could choose your own name what would it be?
- claire.
 
PART 2:

2.Favorite song at the moment
- time for heroes by the milk.
 
3.Favorite food
- chocolate covered strawberries.
 
4.Favorite band/artist
- ed sheeran.
 
5.Any pets?
- one cat named edward, two dogs caspar and joseph.
 
7.Coke or pepsi?
- coke.
 
8.Favorite album
- coexist the xx.
 
thanks to @cyborgunicorn for tagging me, i hate you. this was so long. and for the last tag @kittycat-111. i tag @colours-and-shades @amazinglilyisnotonfire @flown-over-the-cuckoos-nest

tag y'all! woohoo. thanks bella for tagging me.
- - - - - - -- - - ---
 
1. What's your name in real life? Hannah.

2. Are you a girly girl? sometimes.
 
3. Are you short? No, i'm monstrous.

 
4. Small or big hands? long fingers. not big hands though.

5. Do you like somebody? No. I'm only a freshmen in high school, and I just see immature boys. the seniors, well, my oh my they are fine.

11. Do you call anybody by their last name? Yes, I'm a soccer player. it's kind of like an unwritten rule.

About your gorgeous self...

12. What color is the bra your wearing? ( odd question ) nude.
 
13. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? dark haired guys. cough cough, ezra miller.
 
14. Are you currently frustrated with a guy? No.
 
15. Do you have a best friend? yes i do!
 
16. Have you ever had your heart broken? no, i have not. maybe about the thought that i will never meet ezra miller, then yes.
 
17. Do you have more friends that are girls or guys? it's an equal amount.

18. Do you like your life? yes, most of the time.
 
19. Have you ever jumped in a pool with your clothes on? yes.

20. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? No, I have not. everyone is beautiful, and plastic surgery is fine by me, i just don't want my face to go under the knife.
 
21. How long have you had your Polyvore account? this one, not that long, my other ' imahippiehaha.polyvore.com ' for a while, not sure how long.
 
22. Have you ever slapped a guy on the face? No.
 
23. What are your biggest fears? not death itself, but the way that i die, nicki minaj [ no hate. ], small snakes and small amphibians, the thought that someone talks behind my back.
 

24. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yes, once or twice. i'm the person who loves sleep.
 
25. Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind? yes. feel free to guess whom.
 
26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? yes.

27. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater?" no, but that is mostly true.
 
28. Do you ever wish you were famous? No. Maybe the girlfriend or spouse of someone famous. ezra, i'm talking to you.
 
29. Are you currently missing someone? yes.
 
30. Who are you texting right now? a male named matt.
 
This or That...
 
31. Cowboy or gangsta? cowboy, i'm southern.
 

32. Face or body? body.

33. Sweet or sexy? sweet

34. Eyeliner or mascara? eyeliner

35. Pink or black? pink

36. Skirts or pants? Skirts
 

37. Pumps or flats? flats.

38. Leggings or socks? Socks
 
39. Hoodies or jackets? jackets

40. Heels or sneakers? Heels

41. Straight or curly hair? straight
 
42. White or black? no difference.
 
43. Smoothies or lattes? lattes.
 
44. Diet or regular sodas? i don't drink soda.
 
45. Water or daiquiris? water.
 
46. Pearls or diamonds? pearls
 
47. iPod or mobile? mobile.
 
48. Friends or family? friends. my family does not get along well.
 
49. Lip gloss or lipstick? lipstick, lip gloss = gross.
 
50. Manicure or pedicure? manicure.
 
51. Tank tops or shirts? shirts
 
52. Big or small sunglasses? big
 
53. Hat or beanie? beanies, ugh beanies on males.
 
54. Beach or park? beaches. they are just to beautiful.
 
55. Guys with brown or blonde hair? how about black?

About your dream guy...

55. Smart or dumb? Smart.

56. Funny or serious? more so funny.

57. Romantic or daredevil? Romantic

58. Long hair or short hair? long.
 
59. Dark or light eyes? dark.
 
60. Curly or straight hair? either.
 
61. Hockey player or football? how about soccer?
 
62. Looks or personality? Personality

63. Nice guy or bad boy? Nice
 
i tag: well, i don't know.